Journal Fodder Junkies Booklet for Sale

As some of you know, we are in the process of writing a book on the visual journal that really shares a lot of ideas, techniques, and concepts to use in the visual journal. We have actually sent it off to a few publishers, and hopefully, someone will want to publish it. In the meantime, though, we have self-published a pared-down version that we have sold at conferences, workshops and seminars. So now we are trying to make the booklet available to a wider audience. The booklet is only $15.00 plus shipping and handling.
Each booklet is 37 pages and full color. Each booklet is color laser-printed on quality 28lb paper with card stock front and back covers, and each booklet is bound with a comb binding.
If interested in purchasing a booklet, please email me - just go to View Full Profile, and we'll work out the details. If you have any questions, please email me as well.

Dave's Pages

I've had this blog for little over a year now, and I am trying to make a concerted effort to post more. To that end, I realized that I have never posted any pages by Dave - the other part of the dynamic duo that comprises the Journal Fodder Junkies. So here are a few pages from Dave's journals.Although we use similar techniques, our styles and the way we journal are somewhat different. Dave was the biggest influence on me and my journaling when I started, and we spent many years exploring the journal, sharing ideas and techniques, and influencing each other. Now we have both matured in our use of the journal, and although there are many similarities, our differences are becoming more pronounced as the years pass. At least I think so.I hope that these pages bring a little inspiration, and I hope to post more of Dave's pages in the near future.

Journal #2

Slowly I am scanning in more pages from journal #2. Now that the school year is out for the summer, I'll hopefully be able to scan more.This page was one of the first where I combined my love of portrait drawing with mixed-media and layering. I still don't do this enough.


This two page spread uses a photosensitive paper called Sun Paper. It was an experiment to see if I could use it with my elementary students at the time. It proved too much hassle to use with younger kids.

This is a simple ink drawing that focuses on words, textures, and patterns. It's a good thing to mix it up in the journal, to try new things, and to perhaps focus on a single media instead of always layering.

The JFJ Invade Greensboro, NC


Recently we worked with Artist/Educator Sam Peck at the Lincoln Academy in Greensboro, North Carolina. We spent the day working with eighth, fifth, and fourth graders. We got Sam hooked on the visual journal at the North Carolina Center for the Advancement of Teaching NCCAT) in February, and he wrote a grant to bring us to his school. It was a good day, and hopefully a few of those students will turn into future Journal Fodder Junkies. We are gratefully to Sam and those responsible for having us.

Filling Space

As I continue scanning some of my earlier journals, I am often struck by how empty some of the pages feel. I hadn't really gotten into the type of layering that I do now, and I was much more linear in my way of working. As I was scanning, I even skipped many pages that just were not complete, and I only scanned pages that felt rather developed.
These are three scans from journal number 2 including the cover. Both two-page spreads here are very light - very high key. Although the space is pretty much filled from edge to edge, they still feel rather empty - rather simplistic.
Now I tend to work and rework pages jumping around in my journal adding random things. I tend to go back and fill the space more, and I add more and more layers creating richer and richer documents. But to be honest, I don't know if one is better than the other. There's something that I like about the simplicity.

Artwork

I am often asked what kinds of stand-alone art I make and how it relates to the work that I do in the journal. Probably the number one question that I am asked is if I try to replicate my journal pages in larger works. The answer is no, I do not try to replicate my pages, but the journal definitely influences and informs my larger work. So I've decided to post some of my art that is not journal pages.
I'm not certain of the exact dimensions of this piece, but it's about 5.5 in. x 7 in., and is mixed media on watercolor paper mounted on wood. The portraits were done with as solvent transfers, and that's Steve of Go Flying Turtle blog fame in the photobooth strip.

This piece is 12in. x 12in. mixed media on canvas and is probably on of the most recently finished pieces. I really like the simplicity of this piece.

And finally, this is an 18in.x24in. mixed media piece on masonite panel, and those are my hands painted in the piece. I try to leave a bit of ambiguity in my art to allow the viewer to create a story, narrative, or message for him or herself, and often I'm not quite certain what the pieces are really about.

New Scans of Old Books

It's a goal of mine to scan in good pages from all of my journals, so recently, I began scanning in pages from my first visual journal. I had kept sketchbooks for years and had filled two large hard-bound sketchbooks with pencil and pen sketches. Once I was introduced to the visual journal idea, I began transforming the sketchbook I was working in at the time into more of a visual journal. Below are some scans from Visual Journal #1.
There are many things that I like about these early pages - ideas, concepts, techniques - that I seem to have gotten away from over the years. I need to study them more, and bring back some of those things.

Of course being my first visual journal, there's a lot of unfinished pages that I did not scan. Also, since I was still heavy into sketching and drawing, there's a lot of that in there as well. But even the sketches and observational drawings document my life. The above drawing was drawn in a local Starbucks. I actually would like to include more observational drawing in my current journals.

Illusion vs. Reality

I thought that I would do something different today, and write a bit about something that has been on my mind for some time and ask for your comments and responses. Feel free to use it as a visual journal prompt and share your responses on the Flickr site.


Here lately, I've been concerned with illusion and reality - not the magician on a stage kind, but a personal kind. I've thought so much recently about who we truly are and how we are perceived by others - or how we allow others to perceive us - how we put on masks and play certain roles in certain situations. It's amazing how disparate our inner selves and our outer selves can be. There are parts we hide - out of fear, out of protection, out of necessity, out of habit. Haven't we all forced a smile on our faces when we would rather yell, scream, or cry?

We build illusions both for ourselves and for others. Have we not built great fantasies in our heads about certain people - idealizing them and building them up? Have we not built illusions about ourselves to put on a front so that people cannot see the real us? Have we not kept ourselves disconnected from the world because we were afraid that someone might glimpse the real us?

But we are all human - connected by the experiences that all humans experience - yet fear, greed, lust, aggression, and ego get in the way of those connections. We see people and make instant judgements about them based on the way they look or act, based on the things they say or how they say it, or based on our own prejudices. Our judgements are shallow. In our haste we see only the paper thin shells - an illusion that we place on these people. Yet reality may be so different, but we stick to our snap judgements and pass on by - we take what we want from them and leave them.

Illusions are a way to use people, manipulate them, disregard them, categorize them. Masks are all they are - no deeper - no more complex. And so we do not need to do the work of understanding, knowing, and empathizing. We can go on. We never see the soul. We will never touch a life in this way. We will never make a difference in this world because we can not get beyond the illusions that we all make.

Reality can be ugly and dirty and dark. Yet it can be beautiful and spiritual and bright. We have the power to affect and be affected by the world if we just let it. We all have the need to know how we have changed the world. Unfortunately, too many of us never get the chance because we are trapped within ourselves and we are trapped in the roles that we play. The real human heart beats within all of us. We turn away from the pain. We look for happiness in the illusions we create. We get away from our authentic selves because it is too painful, too vulnerable, too much to bear.

If we cannot embrace our own complexities - our own hearts, we cannot embrace another's. We will always be alone. We are all here on planet Earth reaching out for love, for compassion, for acceptance, for connection. That is what unites us.

Can we pull away the mask, celebrate our authentic selves, and connect with humanity? If we can, we can change the world.


I could go on, but I'll just put my mask back on and step back into my role, but before I do, I would ask for comments and responses. Please leave your comments here and post your visual journal responses to the Flickr Site.